Saturday, June 20, 2009

What will today consist of?

What will today consist of? I feel antsy, jittery, unsettled, and I’m not sure why. There are things that need to be done, but per usual I have no desire to do anything. I wonder how long this depression is going to last, how long can it go on? How long must I suffer it’s affect on my life and affect my family’s life too? I’m not content where I am, where I’ve been, and I have no idea where I’m going. All I can do is pray that in some way each day I have is better than the day before. I don’t know how to do this, I feel so lost in this great big world. I long to be found and carried to a place of peace, joy, and contentment. I just long to be the me I use to be.

Melissa Fitzwilliam

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